can you believe it!

what are you gonna do now?? huh? 2010?

what are you gonna do with your life? is it almost over, or just beginning?

where are you in 2010?

who are you??

This past week’s rainy days here in Texas are reminiscent of my past life and struggles.

It’s desperate days like these of which the song and video, ‘Work’ by Jars of Clay, so adequately  convey the feelings of.

Working, striving, fighting just to breathe when everything in life seems to suffocate us, when we feel as though we are drowning… the times when we must be remined that we are not alone.

Knowing that God will never let us down, that He is with us, eliminates all fear of drowning and allows us the sweet relief of finally letting go – which turns out to be the best thing we can ever do anyways!

For there is no fear, or failure, or the stress of our own works when we finally, as they say, “let go, and let God”. When we truly know that nothing can ever separate us from His love, there is truly nothing to fear because His love is forever so we who are in Him are also forever! All this drowning in retrospect to our new life in Christ is only a false illusion. For those who are in Christ, letting go is the only option! It is freedom! Living outside the matrix!!

As I was getting through these desperate December days, I found comfort in the following wise words of hope and encouragement from my awesome sister, which can also be found in full here.

“Whatever your life experience appears to be, you have, at this moment, an opportunity to let go of personal striving and let God move in you and through you to fill every need.”

“No matter how great the gulf seems between you and the solution to your deepest desire, you can trust God …God never leaves a void. He will never desert you or forsake you, His own creation.”

“God’s presence of love and wisdom is ever nurturing your soul in its gradual unfoldment of spiritual potential. God’s power is ever at work within every circumstance. “

“As you let go and trust God, everything is transformed- yes, everything- into a blessing. God continuously makes dark places light, rough places smooth, crooked places straight and empty places full. Full of His loving kindness and abundance of joy.” – Mary Kupferle

Thank God for Jesus’ redemptive power working through people like Mary reminding us to let Him do all the WORK.  ~ You can read her full article on http://www.workministry.com/

I’ve actually been working in the healthcare environment for a few months now and have witnessed many incredible miracles here. God had me pray over the hands of many nurses that they would receive and freely give the healing power of Jesus. Just before God sent me to work here, He put that healing power in my hands. Once, after I prayed with a receptionist at one facility she was so deeply touched by God that word spread around and the people’s faith there was greatly increased. Suddenly, I couldn’t walk down the halls without someone grabbing me and asking me to stop and pray for them! Several nurses have been praying over the patients and they are getting healed! One nurse came to me and told me about a recent dream in which her hands and face began glowing and God told her that she had the gift of healing. A few administrators of the facilities have even asked me to pray for them; we asked that God would guide them in leadership and increase their vision of Jesus as healer. I also prayed that fear would not stop anyone from inviting Jesus to work among the people. There is so much more to tell about this, because it’s only the beginning of what God has showed me will begin happening out in this field.

Today is also my last day to work at those facilities, which means I will look forward to visiting again when I’m completely free to spend time with the people instead of being tied to computer work.

That will be so much fun!! Jesus is Awesome!

…OK…I’M GONNA START writing here a bit more regularly since there’s just so many AWESOME things happening around me… and i want to share it! i’m quite sleep deprived at this point, but nevertheless for family, friends, and other of my readers’ sakes i’ll complete this post with due dilligence

so… i flew out to do a 3 day training for a new I.T. contract that I just acquired; all thanx to GOD! The work will last perfectly 5-6 weeks, just before my scheduled trip to Indonesia. I’ll be updating the computer systems being used in several healthcare facilities. So far the work has been tough, not because the work is too much, but… I have a hard time seeing the many sickly people onsite while being wrapped up in doing my job…because all i really want to do is leave the ‘stupid computers’ alone and just love on all the hurting people!! i want set the captives free! I started praying while updating one of the computers and I told God how I really was feeling… so He told me to keep praying for them. I know He is answering my prayers and will make a way for me to minister to these people in a much greater capacity without restraint. I will go to hospitals and the sick will be healed! even the dead will be raised in the name of Yeshua Jesus!! The captives will be set free!

*** Thank you for healing these many people JESUS Messiah ***.